I really dont know what to do. any help?

A while ago, I made alot of new friends

and one of them i especially liked, Callum.

At this time he had i girlfriend, so I didn't try to take him away or anything, I was just going to wait until they broke up.

Me and him became very good friends, so he introduced me to his girlfriend, Courtney. We got along really, really well, and were close friends in a few weeks.

I really liked her, she was like a new bestfriend. She started to become sad, and i asked her what was wrong, she told me she thinks i like her boyfriend. I completely denyed it. She said she didn't know if she believed me or not, so we started to drift away, not best best friends anymore, but still quite close mates.

Then one day i was with my other friend Rebecca, who is also friends with her. Rebecca was on her MSN talking to Courtney. Courtneys name on MSN had a sad face, Rebecca asked her why. Courtney said ';is Caoimhe with you? (im caoimhe) and Rebecca said no, because she mightnt have told Rebecca why she was sad if i was there. Courtney told her that her and her boyfriend broke up.

I was over the moon at this time, i had been waiting five months for this. But Courtney told Rebecca not to tell me, so i had to let on i didnt know.

I was talking to Callum the next day, he didnt say anything about him and Courtney breaking up. So i said to him, hows you and Courtney? he said that he didnt know about them anymore, and i said why and he said i dont think shes the girl for me, and i said but what about the big paragraphs you write about her on Bebo saying shes the only one for me, and he said that hes changed his mind. so i asked him were they stil goin out, and he said nope.

Theres a twist to this though. After Courtney and Callum broke up, there was four other girls trying to go out with Callum. So i needed to make my move fast, not realising what i was doing to my bestfriend.

So that night, i texted him saying, hey wood ya go wif me? n he seyd rele? n i seyd no, it was a dare. :/

n he said would you ever go with me though anyway? and i said yeah maybe why? n he said im just wonderin ;)

then the next mornin i woke up, and i had a text from him saying will you go with me? i said really? and he said im asking, and i said for real? and he said yea, im askin ya will ya, and i said seriously? n he said forget about it! and i said ok i will, and he said yay!

so then we were going out. Tho we made a deal not to tell Courtney or Paul (Callums bestfriend that i rejected)

It was the best time of my life, even though it was really secret, only a few people knew.

We got a month into it, when suddenly Courtney found out about Me and Callum and told Paul.

I was really hated. They told me to go kill myself and jump of a bridge, and that they could never face me again.

Then there was a teenage nightclub on, its on once a month, i always go.

So as usually, i went

but it was the worst night of my life. Courtney and Paul had got people to absoultely tortue me, pulling my hair, calling me a slagg and a slut and whore, and asking me how could i have done that on Courtney, that im not a true friend.

The fighting with them went on for about 4 more weeks after that. When Courtney said to me,

';I really miss being your friend. But im giving you one more chance, you can have me and Paul back as friends or get lost with Callum.';

I had enough of all the fighting. I really loved/love Callum, but i chose Courtney and Paul.

i was all smiles, realising that i had got two of the best friends ever back.

Although i didnt realise that i lost the one i had loved for months and months until later that night i texted him saying

';Hey babe :) wua? iloveu!xoxox';

and he text back ';nothin u?';

thats when it kicked in that i didnt have him anymore, i couldnt say he was mine. :(

I carried on for a few weeks, knowing i didnt have Callum. although i stil talked to him everyday,

I had a blast with Courtney and Paul, we were all friends again.

But i started to become really sad and depressed. i really missed Callum.

My bestfriend had asked him out, i was gona kill her, i really hated her for doing that.

But i realised i had done that on Courtney, so i couldnt say anything.

So i asked Callum to give me another chance. I actually cant live without him.

He said he didnt know, and that he would think about it.

But a week later he still hadnt told me his decision.

And then Paul asked me out, and i said ok.

Me and Paul had been going out for a few weeks, But i had realised i only loved him as a friend.

I still loved Callum.

I hadnt talked to Callum in 2 weeks. hadnt been able to get intouch because he lost his phone.

It was the most horrible 2 weeks of my entire life. I really, really realised if i lost Callum forever, i would die.

I really wasnt in the mood, so i told Paul id rather be friends for the time being, he said okay, and that we could try it another time.

I got intouch with Callum yesterday, he got I really dont know what to do. any help?
it reads like a short story,oooI really dont know what to do. any help?
wow that was looooooong.



If a girl makes you choose between her and the one you love then she is not a true friend...noone should ever put you in a position where you have to choose.



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