I need some help trying to get my confidence up to make friends?

Im 17 n a half. Iv been living in this new country for about a year now. Im used to change, iv moved countries quite a lot in the past and have had to get used to the idea of making friends and then leaving them a few years later. I used to find it relatively easy to get to know new people, but not anymore.

Since i got here iv had massive problems making friends. And because of this my confidence has plummeted.

The first school i went to was fine to begin with, i had loads of mates, but then they seemed to drift away, and i got less and less motivated to attend and ended up dropping out. .Im back at school this year and hate every minute of it, im on the verge of being kicked out because of attendance, but im determined to stick it out. But everyday is an awkward blur as i drift around with nobody to talk to about proper things.

i do have a boyfriend, who i think i love - but i think he's holding me back. and at times i hate him but i dont know if im just blaming him to make it easier or if he actually is stopping me from going out and making friends. Since he's ben with me he seems to have given up on all his mates, even though i told him to still see them.

Im so depressed, i dont want to drop out of school again cuz il just feel worse if i do, but i hate going. When im alone i find myself just bursting into tears. I just dont know how to talk to people and to let them get to know me. Im a pretty girl, and i dont think i seem unapproachable..

Does anybody have any advice?

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